I miss my boyfriend!

Hello world, i have no self portrait for you today. Do not kill me for that. But i do have that 'quote'. Right up there. I miss my funny, retarded boyfriend. I hate it when he has school. I hate it when he replies me slowly because he has to listen to the lecturer. I hate it. I hate it all. Lol. I so need to get out of my house soon. I'm dying at home. I hate staying home. I'll gain fats. I hate gaining fats. Lol. Somebody, anybody, JIO ME OUT! )': Zomg. I really need to go out. Tyx cheat me. She didn't text me. )': . She's evil. Okay, please, someone bring me out. I need fresh air. Lol. I need to go get my nails done sometime too. I hate my nails. Literally. Facebook is dying soon. I dislike dead webs. Like my blog.  And my wordpress. I'm sorry b'cuz i didn't have time to update. I'm updating, am i not? Haha. I won't blog so much today unless someone jio me out so i'll have something to blog about. It'll be your fault if my blog's dead. Haha, no i was kidding. Don't eat me plx.

I like the pix up there. It's so meaningful no? Yes! Lol. This means, you should not let other people's expectations and words stop you from whatever you want to do. I'm tired of living in other people's words. I used to care alot about whatever people think, and talk behind me back. My back isn't a voicemail. Say it to my face. It may hurt me, but i'd rather get hurt by the truth than to get hurt by a lie. Honestly, almost everyone i know tells me something bad about me. Duh i'm not perfect and i accept that fact. I am happy the way i am. Fat, short, ugly. Whatever but i'm me, so what? So what if you're tall, skinny, beautiful? You're you. Yeah, i have wishes, everyone does. I'd so much want to be like you. Tall, skinny, beautiful. But i'm not, and i've to live like this so might as well accept me for who i am, no? So stop living in people 's expectations. Take risks, that's life. So what is life if you don't take advantage of it? We live to experience, we don't live to live. So therefore, experience all you can. Because it's your life. You live it. Not other people. So go on, take risks, tell secrets, wear what you want, listen to the music you want to listen to, blast it as loud as you want, tie your hair the way you want it to look, play with make-ups, eat cheese cakes and wear skin tight clothes, as long as you're comfortable, life is yours. (: So this is to all the kids out there, scared to shine. It's your moment, you don't get a second chance to live this life. You're not a cat, you don't have nine lives. You're human, you've only one. Go out and shine. It's all yours. (:

I'll have to go shopping sometime soon again. I need a job too. I need to make some money. I don't want to keep depending on my mother. I mean, i still can but how long can i depend on her. I'm alr 14. I need to be independent. At least for awhile. Lol i'm talking crap. I need to buy so many things! Lol. Sponsor me please. I'm dying .. noooooooo. Lol. Promotion day's tmrw. I'm afraid i'd drop. I hope not. I wonder who'll be in the same class w me. Lol. Excited! I'm bored. Shall update my wordpress. Bye! Cont tagging okie. xoxo. Jo.