You'll see me , over the rainbow .

Hi, My name is Joni and its the first time i'm using MacBookPro.

It sucks or i'm just dumb. Okay, whatever. It sucks and i'm dumb.

And i realized that, i should stick to the basics. Instead of upgrading

my old lappie into this OH-SO-COOL MBP. The end.

Nah! I was just kidding. Okie whatever i'm lame blah. So yeah, i

havn't been posting for quite sometime now. Please don't kill me.

Or eat me alive. At least i'm updating now. So that's great! Right?

Went t Genting for like 5 days. Sucks, don't go. HAHA. Nah, It's

okie actually. But like, i was sick so like, i didn't get to like, do much.

The food was fine thou. Actually everything was fine thou. HAHA.

Just the sick part was suckish. Overall was okie. Did anyone go ? If

yes did y'all watch Dazzle ? Greatest show alive. I liked everything.

Good show good show. AHHA. But like, the amusement park was

normal. Cuz like, get bored easily since like i've been there quite a

number of times. So .. like .. yeah. They should like build more rides

i guess. o: Have been since since then ): Very sad nao. Hai. like old

aunty. Keep coughing. Should i consult a doctor ? Nah, waste time.

Schl's starting in a day's time. Sucks when it's near end. ): It feels like

you've not had enough time to enjoy and t rest and all. Speaking of

time, i havn't fnish my homework ): Wtf. So many yknw ): Lalallalala.

I've been thinking alot. About so many things. About all the people

around me. I realized that when i'm quiet people don't notice me .

Not trying to be self-centred and all ( which i totally am being now ) ,

but it's like If you're wearing a plain white T-shirt shirt and you're

leaning against a white wall , no one will ever notice you. Some dog

would just poopoo right beside your white shoes. Don't you think so ?

It's like, when you're gone for awhile, your friends might just forget

you. It's like, they don't even know you. Even if he/she's your bestfriend.

Idk, to me, being cared for is really important. If i'm being left alone,

i might breakdown. It's my phobia i guess. I don't like being alone, or

left out, or not cared for, etc. But idk, everyone's treating me as if i'm

invisible. It's like dude, i'm not dead yet. Wtf's wrong sia. ): I don't like

this feeling. I don't like it at all. But you're all treating me liek this.

Okay enough bout me being me. It's late, and this post's getting longer

and longer. I dont' like wordy posts. So goodnight & See y'all in schl soon,

xoxo.