I can't paint you .

Even if a picture paints a thousand words.

Hey world. Didn't really sleep tday, Will be out ltr so pix coming up.
Ohsotired. But i can't sleep. Otp w/ Bibifatz nao. Havn't type that name
since ,, idk when. (: Yay! My blog's alive nao w pixxx :) Love me please.
Okay so i'll rant on what i'm thinking bout. It's gonna be boring but bear,

I'm confused , and stuck in between , Idk if i should turn left or right .
The light says green but my mind asks where , It's hard to live , breathe
and try not to die . There're millions of things on my mind right nao.
Living is hard enough , but trying not to die is harder . I realized , there're
alot of people , around me , actually cares if i died . Or if i MIAed. That's
actually a good thing . There's always someone there to catch me when i
fall . But i'm afraid to fall . I don't want to fall . I don't know what to do .
What if i fall , and that person doesn't choose to catch me anymore ? ,
I needed a break , i had my break . But now i couldn't catch up . what's
wrong ? , I want so much , but i couldn't get it . I failed . I always had . I'm
not perfect , i'll never be but i want to be . Life's hard . And loving you is
harder. Xoxo,